No work permit is a big barrier for me to get a job in uk, beside that even the company sponsors my work permit, having no full driving lisence is another reason making me not qualify for many job applications. I can't say i am getting my driving lisence. don't know why I always have a feeling that I want to go back as soon as possible, but I keep saying to myself give some more time the chance will come. I submitted two applications today, don't know what the outcome would be but it is worth to try at least get some interview experience.

Been looking on the recuitment website that my friend recommanded. FUCKING HELL!!! There was none of mechanical engineer position, all bloody positions were related to Civil engineer. I am starting to think about 'is it God want me to go back home?'

I guess if i really decided to go back Hong Kong, I wish we can go to travel europe together before i am on my way home. Starting the first step into a busy working society after 20 years of student life. I really don't have a bloody clue what is going to be like but I have two things that give me support and walk along with me. First is the powerful God; I have faith in him that he will provide what i need and is the best for me. Second is my beloved Cath, she has been encouraging and with me when i was having a tough time.

Just wanted to tell you that I am going to work in newton take away starting from tomorrow, I will be working on every Monday and Wednesday, which gives kp some time off so that he can go to see his girl friend in Nottingham.

Having u to be my girl friend is the happiest thing in my life, however, after reading ur xanga, knowing all ur concern and feeling. I fail to be a good boy friend. I just want to say it is my fault, maybe i am not giving enough in our relationship. This is probably also the reason i failed the previous relationships, but i do hope this time will work and i know what i am going to do, i will work it out as a reliable boy friend. I don't want to talk too much here because one step move is more than talk thousand times. Love u, see ya!!!!       

Job application inquiry

I don't like being rejected, in fact i haven't been rejected offically. Several times I went on the website wanted to fill in the applcation form, I being fouled at the first step which was asking the candidate's eligibilty of working in UK. So I change my strategy today, I sent an email to the companies I want to apply for before actually making the applications, asking  weather they take international student, if they don't take international student then I will not bother to send my CV and cover letter.

Don't want to go through too much detail about how i felt when i was on my way to Prof. Lees 's office. In fact, I went to his office twice tried to figure out what's going on and I found that the stupid office lady put my student no. on  BEng list accidentally. Prof. Lees promised me it was just a mistake and I should be on MEng.

 I found lose recently, when i wake up everyday I ask myself What am i going to do today beside job hunting? I 'd definitely not go back to where I used to go when I get bored; the footies finished yesterday I have no excuses go back in there now, which is good I don't need to spend extra money on that evil things.

I need to be strong, I cannot be afraid becuase I am no longer alone. Since she appeared two months ago, my life have been changed, which became more colourful, full of joy and love. Sometime i have a thought that she is too good for me. She is a decent, nice and talented girl and I am just a......( I don't know what i am comparing to her). God gave her to me and I definitely don't want to lose her therefore I really need to be a better man who she can rely on and feels protected. I need to pray god that he will look after this relationship and guide me to success.

Result release day